After finishing my exams I thought I would be joyful...I started to ring ever friend even though I was exhausted. Then I realised I must ring my dad as I promised to when I texted him earlier before my final two exams. I really broke down and stressed out I was extremely ware out after 1 months in concentrated camp, lol. I wasnt calm and full of negativities. Often, I don't like to talk about difficulties to my dad no matter how. I know he would be worried, but quietly never expresses. He said I must be very busy that I havent talked to him for so long....I said when my older sister rings often i am around to listen to their conversations, although I myself don't engage directly, I am aware of what is going on.
I told him I want to quit my job, because my boss is such a nasty b****, you know I dont swear, lol. I just need the time to concentrate on my study this year, and I will look for a new job blah blah...I told him I am a bit upset with my older sister such and such, which I usually never say. So, he told me that you cant expect too much from everyone, if you do you are only going to hurt yourself. if they help then thank them and if they don't do enough you need to nag them in a nice way. After one hour talk, I felt so much better.
I am so glad that my dad is still around for me to turn to even he is so far away talking to him really puts me at ease. we have developed a very good bond since I moved away. everytime I return to Cam, we would sit down and talk over many things... I want to take ever opportunity I can to do so.
Life can be cruel and unkind, but I know I can always talk to my dad and he always looks out and susses ways out for us...His loves and cares add strength to my perseverance...I know Nothing is Undoable.
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